by Secret Keeper

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"This song is about my constant panic attacks and how I won't let myself be alone anymore." -Kyle


Everything I love turns to grave stones
Just know that I miss you
It's so cold, all alone

Everything I say
Falls short, anyway
I'll bite my tongue
And close my mouth
I won't cry
Till the blood comes out

I feel locked out
From the inside
With no room to breath
And I'm out of time
This home I've built
Is no shelter now
A vacant soul
Tear me down

I can feel it again
There's something wrong in my head
I won't go back to where I've been
Cause the Florida heat
Still burns my fucking skin

I'm just a selfish prick
I deserve this
I'm the kid who's always sick
Still sucking down cigarettes
I made you a promise
That I couldn't keep
Cause I had to work on fixing me
Maybe next year will be better
Maybe next year I'll quit


released December 1, 2015
Recorded at Sunray Recording Studio
Produced by Adam Sliger
Engineered, Mixed, and Mastered by David Whitmore

All songs written and performed by Secret Keeper © 2015



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